The Not Tonight Project
The Not Tonight Podcast
S2:E2 | From Masking to Maturity: Manda
0:00
-58:58

S2:E2 | From Masking to Maturity: Manda

What happens when one day, you suddenly find yourself living in your own personal nightmare?

In this powerful interview, writer, podcaster and foster parent Manda Carpenter vulnerably shares about her journey of healing from deep emotional and sexual pain and how the hurt in her childhood later manifested within her marriage.

She shares how she learned early in her life to use her sexual appeal as a tool to get her own emotional needs met - seeking the attention of not only boys, but ultimately her father. This desire for attention led her down a dark road where she found herself as a lonely, depressed and heartbroken newlywed.

Through extensive personal support, therapy, and deep self-work, Manda walked through the hardest season of her life, coming out on the other side confident, honest, and so brave that she published this powerful story of redemption in her book “Soul Care to Save Your Life”.

Content Warning: This episode discusses sexual content, infidelity, suicidal ideation, and the Christian religion.

Connect with Manda

- Instagram: @mandacarpenter

- Book: purchase on Amazon

- Podcast: A Longer Table

*****

Want to build further intimacy in your relationship? Take our Key to Closeness Quiz - a completely free downloadable resource to support you doing the work in your sex life.

In this 10-question quiz, you’ll discover your most regular relational sticking point and get practical tips to help you reconnect with your partner!

Discussion about this podcast

The Not Tonight Project
The Not Tonight Podcast
The Not Tonight Podcast, hosted by Rachel Walker and Caitlin Nochajski, is a space for brave women to boldly share their stories of sexual transformation in marriage and long-term relationships.
Even if your partner is your best friend, do you sometimes feel stuck in your sex life? In this podcast, we hear from others about the raw, honest truth of long-term sexual relationships -why it's so common to feel disconnected, and what it take to build a sex life you love.
May these deeply authentic stories encourage and reassure you, because spoiler alert: when we tell the truth, we have better sex.